Unbearable Pain: A Personal Battle With the Puzzling Suffering of Cluster Headaches
It was a gloomy weekday morning in the autumn of 2016. I was working as a educator, trying to settle a new group of students, when a sharp sensation erupted behind my right eye. This was followed by rapid jolts, similar to electric shocks. As the school day came and went, the pain subsided and then returned with increased force. Four times that day I left a colleague with activities and hurried to the staff bathroom to soak my face with cool water. I tried ibuprofen, but the agony remained unrelenting.
The headaches appeared frequently that fall, and again in spring, soon forming an yearly pattern. The autumn months were the worst, then February and March. I could anticipate the routine: aura in the morning, early pangs on the train, full-on pain in the classroom by 9.30am. In 2019, a doctor eventually sent me to a neurologist and I was diagnosed with cluster headaches.
This condition often start with severe pain around a single eye that persists up to three hours.
Approximately 1 in 1000 individuals are affected by the condition, and males are more often affected. Cluster headaches typically start with abrupt, severe agony focused on one eye that peaks within minutes and lasts for as long as three hours. Episodes come in clusters, daily or several times a day, and are accompanied by tearing eyes, drooping eyelids or facial perspiration. There exists the episodic form, which occurs in periodic bouts; some patients have chronic attacks, defined by the absence of long pain-free periods.
What connects patients is the severity. One study scored the sensation at 9.7 out of 10, higher than broken bones or pancreatitis. Another found a significant percentage of cluster patients experienced thoughts of self-harm amid attacks; the number fell to 4% when they were not in pain.
One patient, in her seventies, a chronic sufferer from Pembrokeshire, finds this understandable. Her episodes started when she was two. “I would throw myself on the floor and hit my head. That was attributed to being a difficult child,” she says. Her condition deteriorated through childhood. Alcohol in her adolescence, similar to several causes, made things worse. After drinking alcohol at her school leaving party, she remembers hardly being able to see on the transport home.
Her family often mistook her attacks as drunken episodes. Support eventually came from her parent and then from her husband, Rod. “I was very fortunate to find such an understanding person,” she says. Hobbs took office work after moving, but often concealed her condition. She was fired from one job, partly due to absences during attacks. Her definitive identification came in the early 2000s at a national hospital.
Still, the failure to plan life around unpredictable pain took its toll. She especially hated being unable to plan outings, being seen as flaky as a co-worker, and even having to be looked after by her children during the incapacitation caused by the most severe episodes. “It steals from you of the simple freedoms we don't appreciate until they're gone,” she says. She remembers winning tickets for a major concert, only to have an episode inside a facility.
Headaches have been described throughout history. “The earliest description of headache originates from the Mesopotamians in antiquity,” write experts in a book on the subject. They attributed the disease to an evil spirit who afflicted his victims' heads.
Historical healing texts propose unusual remedies for what some observers would classify as a headache disorder. In the medieval times, severe headache was identified as a separate disorder, with treatments including bloodletting to other, more superstitious remedies.
It was a European physician who provided the first comprehensive account of a cluster headache. In his writings, he describes a patient “afflicted with a very severe headache happening and vanishing daily at fixed hours”.
The disorder were only formally recognised by international headache societies in 1988. From the mid-20th century to the late 1990s, they were thought to be caused by a issue with a major artery which delivers blood to the head. Prominent experts in diagnosing the disorder note this.
In the late 1990s, scientists released the findings of a research project for which they had induced attacks in patients and observed the episodes in a imaging machine. The data, featured in a prominent journal, showed increased activity of the a brain region, which is in charge for human circadian rhythm, when patients were in discomfort, and a deactivation when they felt better.
Despite such progress, identification remains slow. One man's symptoms started in the 1980s and felt like “a balloon being inflated behind my left eye”. GPs thought he had sinus problems; he had multiple surgeries before finally being diagnosed in recently, after a physician looked up his symptoms.
Specialists say delays in diagnosis and treatment happen because patients are rarely seen during an episode. “You're exhausted and depressed, but not in severe pain,” a doctor says. He proceeds by ruling out other common head pain disorders, such as migraine, before confirming cluster headaches. A thorough patient history is crucial: on which part of the head do symptoms occur? For how long? What season? Are there triggers, such as certain foods? Certain characteristics such as tearing, drooping eyelids and stuffy nose help verify the diagnosis. Once identified, patients may be sent to dedicated centers. But many first arrive to A&E or are given unsuitable therapies.
Dorothy Chapman, 78, has suffered from cluster headaches for the majority of her adult life, although she hasn't had an episode since 2016. When she was in her twenties, she had her teeth extracted because dentists misinterpreted her pain. She thinks dentists still need greater awareness. When another patient sought help from a support group, it was she who replied. The author recalls calling a helpline during an bout in early 2021; a reassuring volunteer talked them through oxygen treatment and medication until the attack eased.
National guidelines on management advise that sufferers are offered high-dose oxygen and/or a specific drug delivered by injection. No tablets or strong analgesics should be used. Prophylactic options include verapamil, which reportedly helps manage the attacks of well-known individuals.
But consultant neurologists argue the guidance need revising to reflect a clearer treatment process and help general practitioners avoid misprescribing. For periodic patients, the treatment window is everything: “The duration of the cycle dictates the approach.” Brief cycles with occasional episodes are managed with abortive treatment only. Longer or more intense periods require preventative medications such as certain drugs, sometimes combined with corticosteroids. A significant number of patients also receive a greater occipital nerve block during a bout – an injection into the area of the head where the discomfort is that decreases nerve signals.
The national guidance need revising to reflect a